Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Catch up!

I feel like the worlds worst blogger!
My life has been a bit of a whirlwind though the last couple of months.
Since my last ramble, Army man has left.
I am going slightly insane to say the least.
But, before he entered this new chapter in his life, he opened one for the both of us....
BAM!
We are now engaged!
Yay!
I couldn't be happier.
I am sure I will write a blog all about that amazing story, but today is not that day.
Since he has left it has been a challenge for me to function.
I have become so comfortable with him around.
Now I have to re-learn how to be a function member of society on my own.
It's a big world.
I know.
It has been a mess of emotions in my mind over the last 2 weeks.
Like a roller coaster.
First of all,
I am so incredibly proud of him for following his dream.
Not only that, but he is opening up so many doors for our future.
And, let's not forget to mention, anyone who can fly is a BAMF. (excuse my language :D)
But on the flip side, I feel selfish and want him here with me.
I have come to realise the things that I will miss most.
Other than his terrible jokes, handsome smile and his enthusiastic outlook on life
I am going to miss my therapist, partner in crime and best friend.
I realised I was starting to have issues when I was having extensive conversations with my dogs.....
About simple things too... like my day
I was talking to my Mom last night about this
And she reminded me that this is why I started a blog
I knew I started this thing for a reason!!
I am sure I will be on here a lot more over the next few weeks.
So bare with me as I get my feet wet in this thing again.